Atmosphere has released two “Sad Clown, Bad Dub” EPs this summer, led by the strength of two cuts in particular, “Sunshine” from SCB-Summer No. 9, and SCB-Fall No. 10’s “Lyndale Avenue Owner’s Manual.” Listening to these EPs and looking at the Rolling Stone on my floor, I can’t help but think about Kid Rock, Pam Anderson, Radiohead’s new album, “In Rainbows,” and a college relationship.
The fact that I check for Atmosphere albums at this point shouldn’t be that notable. I’m white, I love hip-hop, I’m from Minneapolis, and Atmosphere has been holding down the Minneapolis hip-hop scene for nearly 15 years.
But it wasn’t always that easy.
I’ve always respected Atmosphere, and while I enjoyed a few songs, something always held me back from really enjoying their music. There was a guy I worked with in the dorms named Tom, a laid-back guy who would play Atmosphere CDs while working the front desk. He originally saw them during a performance at his high school and followed them ever since. He would play a lot of their stuff, and it wasn’t bad at all. Grimy, dark, but introspective – I kind of dug it.
Yet around 2000, anytime a person said they liked “underground hip-hop,” they would undeniably ramble on about how they totally knew Slug personally, how their brother was best friends with his cousin and that they “totally had all the Headshots bootlegs before anyone else.”
Added to that, 90 percent of these people were females, who would say they loved Atmosphere because, quote, “Slug is just like sooooo hot.” It’s the Brandon Boyd corollary.
In 1999 and 2001, Incubus recorded two solid albums with plenty of great songs. Yet anytime those songs came on the stereo, any co-eds within earshot would eek out their best Total Request Live impression, which pretty much ruined listening to any Incubus records. (Until Incubus decided they could ruin the act of listening to Incubus albums themselves by making inconsistent recordings. But I digress.)
Even more so, there was a girlfriend I had in college, who pretty much like every female walking the planet, had a douche bag ex-boyfriend. During one of our first dates – maybe it wasn’t even a date, in college I don’t think you went on “dates,” you just hung out with each other for awhile – she remarked that her d-bag ex “loved Atmosphere.” Strike three.
During the tumultuous and ridiculous series of months that followed with that girl, I always hated Atmosphere. Even though there were songs I had previously enjoyed, and even though people were kept raving about then then-recently released “God Loves Ugly,” I wouldn’t bite.
See, when you’re young and dumb, walls seem important. You want to destroy links to any exes that a female has. You think everything will start over new, and you’ll plant your flag on her heart, and be the last to do so. Of course, that’s all bullshit at 20, because several d-bag missions have spacewalked on that emotional moon, and several more will in the future. Really loving someone means being at peace with someone’s past or just not caring about it. Still, in situations when you know stories about the ex-douches, and when you’ve been able to put a face on the name, you don’t want other things that bring up those memories.
So, I hated Atmosphere.
This is the same reason Chuck Klosterman wrote about hating Coldplay in “Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs,” and the same reason Kid Rock wipes his ass with “Radiohead” toilet paper in his “You Never Met a Motherfucker Quite Like Me” video. As Klosterman writes, Kid Rock’s affinity for hating Radiohead most likely had to do with his then-arm candy Pamela Anderson and her ex, Tommy Lee. In Lee’s autobiography, he mentions his 33rd birthday, when Pamela “cranked their favorite band, Radiohead, on the sound system.” Klosterman brilliantly infers that Pamela told Rock this, and it drove him nuts. I’d have to agree.
This is significant for two reasons: Kid Rock is currently on the cover of Rolling Stone, and Radiohead just released a new LP. In the Kid Rock profile, his relationship with Anderson weaves throughout: how Rock has moved on, how he was deceived, how he recorded a song about her on the new album. He says he’s over her, but you never really get that sense. I think there is only way anyone will ever truly know if he has moved on.
(It’s actually a brilliant article written by Austin Scaggs, which shouldn’t be a surprise since he makes his usual 200-word Smoking Section captivating each month. Very recommended.)
Several years ago, after breaking up with that girl from college, I re-listened to Atmosphere. I grabbed the albums from my brother, and save for a few tracks, I really enjoyed them. Subconsciously, I had moved on from what’s her name, but more importantly, I was able to fully enjoy songs like “Between the Lines,” “Modern Man’s Hustle,” “Trying to Find a Balance,” “Always Coming Back Home to You,” “Shhh,” and eventually “Little Man,” “Pour Me Another,” and “Say Hey There,” among several others that Atmosphere continue to release.
The beautiful thing had nothing to do with the relationship – it was a college fling that came and went – it was that I had finally discovered a quality hip-hop group, in my own backyard no less. If anything, I’m almost frustrated that I could have caused myself to miss out on so many great songs over some trivial nonsense. Listen to “Sunshine,” where Slug’s rhymes recall a hungover morning and finding the beauty within it. The albums are more than a primer for next years rumored “When Life Gives you Lemons.” Instead of reading me blab about the EPs, pick ‘em up and give em burn in your car. Underground rap has traded in turntable scratches for a piano. As much as I love hearing any DJ getting their best Premier on during the chorus, it’s a beautiful thing.
And listening to “Sunshine,” I can’t help but wonder if Kid Rock picked up “In Rainbows.” Here’s hoping he did.
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Elliot is embarrassed to say that he’s never seen Atmosphere at First Avenue, main stage or even the 7th Street Entry. This may be why he is such an avid fan of local indie rockers The Exchange and The Alarmists, to ensure himself a spot at the front of the bandwagon. You can reach him here.

3 Comments
October 13, 2007 at 9:35 am
My own relation actually revolves around one of your aforementioned bands. In Brookings, SD in 1997 our only link to the real world of pop culture was through the magic of cable TV and the mystic of MTV therein. Unfortunately this meant being subjected to the same repetitive tracks whether you were studying for a test or trying to find your identity in the basement of this week’s house party. Radiohead’s “Karma Police” screamed from every speaker in the dorms on a given Thursday-Friday-Saturday. At first, I liked it. I liked it a lot. I put it in that same group as The Verve, sophomore 7-Mary-3, Blind Melon, and other (what I called) calm-hard-rock.
Enter the Dragon: Kid-A
This girl I knew – and admittedly liked – purchased Kid-A and proclaimed it to be “Jesus in a CD”, it was so great. I listened to it and convinced myself I liked it. A few weeks later, we were listening to it and another friend of mine says “THIS is Radiohead? I’m sorry, I don’t get it. I don’t like it. I know he’s supposed to be really talented and stuff, but this just isn’t making me believe it.” From that moment on, I started to hear it differently and I realized that it was just an album.
Her and I went our seperate ways when I moved to Minneapolis shortly thereafter and for a while I still maintained my affection for it, but slowly it evaporated. Now, whenever I try to listen to Kid-A I just get angry. I think about her steadfast defense of it, her hallow insight into its creation, her trite and superficial interpertations of the meanings. More importantly, I think about how I lied to myself just to see what she looked like topless. It even affected my perception of OK Computer and Pablo Honey.
Now, years later, I can finally listen to most of Radiohead with a clear and objective ear. Kid-A, however, makes my blood boil and my vision blur. I like to think that it’s getting better, though. In 2001, at the height of my repulsion, I’m pretty sure it made my skin turn green and my pants get all stretched out.
October 14, 2007 at 7:53 pm
Damn, Elliot…that was a really good post. Very introspective, very honest.
Also, it just adds further evidence that deep down, all males have the same insecurities…the same petty jealousies…and we all admit them…but we can’t seem to overcome them and we just have to live with them.
Seriously, what a great post. I’m not even inclined to leave a typically smarmy anti-hip hop comment because you linked the group to the types of memories we can all relate to.
October 15, 2007 at 8:11 pm
Nice work El! I enjoyed it I hope you break your streak of not enjoying the music live.